Hi Everyone

it's been a long time that i didn't updated any news or story in my blog,i'm so sorry about this viewers, limitation of time makes me stuck and maybe twitter had became my new blog cause it's was really easy peeps, i bet now all of the teenagers already has the twitter account including me, i usually update my tweet from my blackberry and my android phone. for sure i did't like using the twitter through via web, maybe i used to be more comfortable with my phone,anyways eid al-adha is about two days more, the scholar already holiday starting today and i'm wishing all of the muslims  around the world selamat menyambut hari raya aidil-adha, by the way anybody using the blackberry smartphones here? don't forget to add my blackberry pin 21b20ac9 in your contact okay, i love to make new friends so don't worry, do ping me guys and girls, insyaallah i am not the arrogant person

I'm learning to scream

hey! before this i'm the punk vocalist, but now i'l try to expolore more genre to imporove my singing skill, right now i currently listen to the post hardcore stuff like corsets,love me butch,sekumpulan orang gila and masscacre conspiracy to see and learn something from them how to scream and whatever skill that should i learn, what i'l like about being in the hardcore scene is their positive live which is called straight edge with three major princple which is no smoking,no drinking and no free sex, this are really cool man, one of the straight edge band in malaysia is second combat, they're are really awesome trust me because their lyric consists of advise,global warming and health, going back to the original story, seriously i'l try my best to scream although i don't have any skill right now but i'm learning and learning and keep on learning, i'm just hoping that The Listen will become another major big name in Malaysia music scene one day insyaallah

The 10 days fasting

assalammuailaikum and hey everyone how your days today, i pray you all is gonna be okay, today is the 10th day of fasting and i'm pretty sure that everybody is on the move to buy their new raya attire, what about me? i'm still didn't buy anything yet for sure, no lie intended because i'l be in kl this week or next week maybe for shopping, imma spend all my money to buy a nice stuff for me and different with the others for sure, praised to allah that i'm still didn't left my fasting not even one day until today, the best feeling is when you're fasting of course you will feel more peace and the problem is nothing right? sometimes i wonder why some of the boy keep on leave their responsibility to fasting? if girls i would understand because allah gives them special emergency leave every month but boy? waddup hey keep and calm and stay fasting boys, u should understand that one day you will hold another big responsibility towards your future wife and your future sons one day so lets fasting everyone 

Ramadhan is around the corner

alhamdulilah praised to allah i'm still alive today, on 20th or 21st of july all the muslim will be start fasting for the ramadhan month, syukur because allah still give me the chances to feel the enjoyable of ramadhan this year, as usual i'l be fasting 30 days in the ramadhan month like the past-past years, the history of my fasting experience started when i was 6 years old, i'm start learning to fast because of the reward that my late father promise to me, one ringgit for one day, surely one ringgit is nothing right now but at that moment in 2001 rm on ringgit is quite a lot for young kids like me that times, so that makes me feel more excited to fast and collecting the "duit raya", and alhamdulilah i success to fast about 2o days ++ that year and because of start learning from a young kids make me feel really easier to fasting when i was grow up to be an teenagers and praised to the allah because give to me a good parent, this month i'l think i should pray more,go to terawih and collect the reward that allah promising to all the muslim in the ramadhan month, and last words from me survivors undergoing fasting month dear readers of afiq winston lifestory :)

Black And White Party Volume 1&2

The june make me stuck with the words busy because i'm travel away from taiping straight away to sungai petani kedah, i'm going there because of the black&white party volume 1&2, clubbing activity is going so fun like a danza kuzoro, that my new awesome hobbies, you don't like it? hell yeah do i care of course not, the party was too awesome, i can't stand to make my body dancing until i'm run out of energy because it was too fun, that how to living young,wild and free, none to say we are young but life like a suck, c'mon let's open your narrow minded everybody, doesn't mean if you go to club you're not a good person or a bad person, just live your life, feel the heat of being you motherfishcaker! dance all night make me release my stress, the volume 1 is running smoothly, we are young has been remix by DJ Q and it was too awesome! everybody sing along loudly in the club that was an awesome and nice memories for me to remember it

Smoking Habit It's Getting Worse

that the biggest problem in my life right now,i cannot control my mind to keep on smoking and smoking, sometimes it will become more
if many problem in my head, like 2 box for a day, is there another way to change to change this or just decrease it peeps? i wish i could
finding the ways as soon as possible, now i'm not loyalty customer who stand for one brand of cigarettes because i like to change the brand
of cigarettes that i smoke sometimes i smoke with winston,marlboro,dunhill,mild seven and many more that i choose randomly,but the 
most that i'l love is winston including the winston excel filter and light, and i'l already change my name on facebook and twitter from afiq 
syauqi to afiq winston because i'l really love the winston name, the number world number 2 cigarettes in the world, well that all from me
happy holiday everybody, keep on enjoy your beautiful life and never stop it until you die peeps, k bye 

photoshoot week

alhamdulilah thankful to allah swt that i'm still alive and i was too busy with my photography job right now, in this week i spent my entire
to take the great pictures with the great person which is my friend and my brother and myself also i've been using the great nikon d3100 
camera and the images was really perfect and nice also, i am perfectionist so i need a percet quality of every image that i taken so tomorrow 
i'l be in mcdonald for breakfast and lepaking then photoshoot time again at lake garden of taiping with my brother again then it's time to 
shopping yeah! i need a new shoes,pants and shirt! toms be nice with me ok? check out my facebook:https://www.facebook.com/afiq.syauqi to view the pictures yarh 
awesome followers and don't forgets to take a look and i'l need your comment and critism thank you

i know i was too ego

human being are not perfect they full with ego feeling in their heart! that was really-really suck because i was one of them who is 
full with ego in myself, neither you know or not you're quite ego too, haha damn shit! you know what that incident was related to me
why should we defend the love feeling  in our heart? i was wondering why? spm was the reason i think ok we think about our next life after
the war is over dear, for your information my life is really fucking miserable without you lah, i didn't know why that happening to me
maybe because i fall in love with you too much? yeah yeah that was awesome but what can i do? you're know happy with your new boyfie
uke stop writing nonsense afiq syauqi! if you want to enter my life again i were surely welcoming you but if you want to ruined my life 
back please stop your intention because i were tired to cry in my heart again and again and please understand that i love you with all of my 
heart, if you wanna laugh for it just laugh ok but the facts i were really-really love you dear please give me some chances to prove it 

enjoyable day and fucking nightmare

yeah hangout time with friend yesterday was really awesome starting from friday till sunday because the concert 

was really attracting me went to the pilgrimage for peace carnival at taiping lake garden there was so many stall

selling many type of thing like bags,shirt,necklace and variety of food also, yummy yummy but i was dissapointed

with the sound system when pesawat band were performing on the stage it's really suck dude the sound engineer

didn't done his job well,and taping doesn't attract with pesawat because they perform nearly at 11.30 if i not 

mistaken, they played 3 song it's called mirage,bandaraya ibukota and bingit!that was fucking awesome man

sometimes we didn't get what we want yeah that happen to me because i get what i don't want to see when

i saw someone at taiping lake garden for 2 night! hell yeah this is suck when we went to the public event 

everybody is there including our friend,sibling,neighbour and not forget our fucking enemy! 

JATUH CINTA DENGAN BIDANG FOTOGRAFI

assalammuailaikum, semakin hari aku semakin jatuh cinta dengan bidang 

fotografi nie,aku bukan sekadar mahu mengikut trend seperti remaja-remaja yg 

lain tetapi minat yang mendalam membuatkan aku mahu menerokai lebih lagi

bidang yang semakin mendapat perhatian para belia di malaysia ini, bagi aku

setiap gambar ada ceritanya dan amat bermakna kerana contohnya macam 

gambar masa kita kecil2 dahulu bila kita lihat kembali pasti kita akan tersenyum

apabila melihat telatah kita dikala masih kecil dan comel2 belaka.. aku baru 

mula mengorak langkah dalam bidang ini dan masih banyak lagi yang perlu aku

pelajari untuk meningkatkan lagi skill dan teknik2 yang lebih bagus untuk 

mencantikkan lagi setiap gambar yang akan diambil... kamera pertama yg aku 

gunakan ialah canon eos 60 d, bila aku mula pegang jew kamera 2 aku dah 

rasa yang aku mulai jatuh cinta dengan bidang fotografi nie, baru2 nie aku 

mula mengambil gambar semula dengan menggunakan kamera nikon d3100

setelah lama memendam rasa untuk pegang kamera semula, gambar yg aku

ambil x lah secantik photographer professional yang lain tapi aku akan cuba

meningkatkan lagi hasil2 gambar yang akan aku ambil selepas ini 

kalau korang mahu lihat hasil kerja aku silalah layari laman facebook aku

http://www.facebook.com/afiq.syauqi 

da selalu sangat gagal dalam bercinta so baik aku jatuh cinta dengan bidang fotografi nie xdalah buat aku stress malahan aku rasa amat suka dan minat sangat2 untuk ambil gambar orang lain dan target aku seterusnya nak beli kamera nikon d3100 untuk memudahkan lagi kerja dan minat aku nie disamping itu aku ingin sangat ambil gambar orang kahwin pulak lepasnie x pun gambar sweet couple ke? hehe anyone volounteers for me? wait yarh tunggu aku dapat beli kamera nie dulu k! thank for reading

aku harap aku akan miliki kamera nie tak lama lagi! wait for me yarh nikon d3100!

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DENGAN DIA! UWG MINTA MAAF K TAPI LAIN KALI PLEZ JANGAN LAH BUAT MACAM NIE LAGI
DEKAT UWG K! UWG SAYANG DAN CINTAKAN DY SUWG JEW K! PERCAYALAH.. HAHA TAPI
ADA UWG 2 TAKUT LAK EA TENGOK UWG NAIK ANGIN EA? UKE PASNI UWG JANJI X BUAT 
LAGI K! DAN DY PUN JANGANLAH BUAT UJIAN MACAM NIE DEKAT UWG LAGI EA? HARU-BIRU
TAW HIDUP UWG DIBUATNYA!    
   

kegilaan lepas ditinggalkan

memandangkan kepala otak nie makin bergeliga di pagi-pagi hari nie aku secara 
tiba-tiba mendapat idea untuk reka cipta sebuah lirik lagu tentang seorang lelaki
yang ditolak cintanya! bunyi macam lawak tapi seriously aku siap reka melodi dan
nyanyikan lagu yang diberi tajuk hujung nafasku... ilham lagu nie aku dapat 
hasil ilham dari seorang insan yang tak perlu aku sebutkan tapi memang ada kena 
mengena dalam hidup aku, macam aku ceritakan tadi lagu ini tentang seorang
lelaki yang ditolak cintanya, err ngeri kuwt haha! but life must go on although it's
really hard when you know the person that you love has someone else so enjoy :P

HINGGA HUJUNG NAFASKU-LYRIC BY AFIQ SYAUQI

INGIN KU KATAKAN BAHAWA
AKU AMAT MENCINTAIMU
TAPI APALAH DAYAKU
BILA KAU KHIANATIKU

INGIN KU SESALKAN
TAPI APA DAYA
INGIN KU TANGIS
HABIS AIR MATA

SEMUANYA SALAHKU
SEMALAMAN AKU
KERAP BERFIKIR
TENTANG DIRIMU SAYANG

HINGGA HAMPIR REBAH DIRIKU
AKU TAHU SEMUA SALAHKU
KERNA AMAT MENCINTAIMU
TA KU SANGKA KAU MENGKHIANATIKU

SESALI SEMUA CINTA KU PADAMU
AKU BERHARAP AGAR KAU BAHAGIA
DENGAN INSAN YANG KAU CINTA
BIAR REMUK HATIKU

AKU BERSABAR KERNA
CINTAKU TAKKAN PERNAH PADAM
HINGGA HUJUNG NAFASKU 

credit untuk inspirasi N** A*** ******A
terima kasih untuk segalanya

p/s:jangan terlalu mencintai seseorang kerana anda mungkin kehilangan dia
      suatu hari nanti
  
insyaallah aku akan panjangkan lirik dan melodi lagu ini kepada ahli-ahli
band the listen untuk dijadikan sebuah lagu kelak! dan aku janji lagu ini
akan dirakamkan sebagai sebuah lagu dan single terbaru band the listen
mungkin aku tade benda yg lebih bernilai untuk rakamkan sebagai kenangan
yang manis, aku hanya mampu mencipta sebuah lagu sebagai kenangan kita :'(

   

aku jugak yang salah?

macam-macam gelagat manusia zaman sekarang nie yew aduy kadang-kadang 
aku sendiri pun tak faham dengan gelagat diowg, bila kita nasihat dia kata kita
mengutuk dia pulak! haish buat apa aku nak kutuk hang? membazir masa dan air
liur aku ja tade sebab pun mengapa aku harus mengutuk sesama sendiri nie
lagi-lagi pula buat insan yg pernah hadir dan bertakhta dalam hati aku dulu
walau antara kita dah tak berhubung tak bermaksud aku perlu mengaibkan hg
aku rasa mungkin hg yg terasa kot? so xkan pasal benda remeh-temeh macam ni
pun hang nak salahkan aku jugak? tulisan di blog aku nie sebagai luahan hati aku
sendiri jew wey! salahkah aku jika aku ingin meluahkan apa yang terpendam 
di dalam lubuk hati aku sendiri? aku rasa tak salah selagi tidak menganggu 
sesiapa... nasihat aku satu ja.. janganlah terlalu cepat melatah kerana kita ni
bukan musuh  pun selama ni jika ada apa salah faham hg bersemuka lah
dengan aku agar dapat aku terangkan dengan lebih lanjut dekat hg uke?
 
        

PERCINTAAN INI

segalanya sudah berakhir dan aku sekali lagi meletakkan semua kesalahan di 
atas bahu aku sendiri kerana aku yakin bahawa akulah punca masalah ini
mungkin aku takkan mampu untuk melupakan dia biarpun masa terus berputar 
dari hari ke hari kerana aku mungkin terlalu menyayangi diri dia dan terus 
menyayanginya tapi sayang dia sudah tidak mampu untuk sayang aku atau
cintakan aku lagi so buat apa lagi aku menunggu suatu jawapan yang tak pasti?
adakah aku ingin terus hidup dalam kebodohan yang amat sangat sehingga 
mencalarkan ego aku sebagai seorang lelaki? tidak sama sekali! sekali aku sudah
terluka jangan harap secebis kasih pun daripada aku lagi! yes aku mengaku aku
memang teruk, tak pandai jaga hati hang dan sebagainya tetapi at least aku 
ingin kau tahu cinta aku tak semurah yg disangka! tolonglah jangan samakan aku 
dengan ex bf kau tu, aku tak tahu dan aku takmau tahu kisah hangpa berdua
kau anggap semua lelaki macam ex kau dulu termasuk aku kan? adilkah begitu
aku tahu dan aku faham betapa kecewanya apabila cinta yang tulus dan ikhlas
diduakan oleh sang kekasih sendiri tapi dengan cara kau yg mudah sangat 
menghakimi seseorang daripada luaran dan hanya mendengar nasihat orang2
tertentu tu takkan kemana kerana kau tak mampu berdiri atas kaki sendiri
dan memperjuangkan pendapat kau sendiri, come on berubahlha wey
aku kecewa teramat sangat dengan kau fullstop! tapi aku bersyukur kerana
aku masih punya rakan yg menyokong aku dari belakang! thank you very much
murni,puteri nuraina balqis dan akmal yg banyak memberi nasihat kepada aku
mungkin jodoh aku bukan dengan kau dan terima kasih sekali lagi kerana
melukakan sekeping hati yg ikhlas mencintai dirimu ini!